Lucky

No real updates- just happiness. Every once in a while i really appreciate how lucky i am so far with this pregnancy. From everything to the beginning happiness when we found out we were actually pregnant (after the doctors said we weren't and i was pretty bummed), to not having many side affects, and then surviving the latest scare that I am a cystic fibrosis carrier (after three weeks of waiting on results- Jonathan is not so Liam is at no risk). It was such an interesting scare while we waited for his results- feeling helpless and responsible for what might be in store for my child. It was definetly the first 'Mommy' moments were I could not explain the worry and the love I already felt. Of coarse poor Jonathan had to put up with me being a basket case while we waited on his results. But it all worked out and now I am just back to being really lucky with how this whole pregnancy is going.

It is so strange- I really am starting to feel bonded to this child. Feeling him move has really added to the reality of him being a real person. The only thing I really want now is for Jonathan to feel him since it made such a big impact on me- I really want him to experience it.

Sorry for such a boring post- but I thought I should remember at one point (probably during the August heat) that this is wonderful and that we are so lucky.